For You

Your number appears on my screen
As my insides commence to scream
The words only meant for you
But now I don't know what to do
To keep myself strong, to be guarded
When I only want to love you
Not to become hardened
The shakes, the sweats, the panic, the fear
What would I do with myself if you were even near?
You hold the key to every answer
While you also eat at me like terminal cancer
What do you want? What do you need
Is it important? Or just youthful greed?
I'll always be here when you call my name
But you need to know this love to me is not a game.
Whatever your reason or whatever your desire
I'll always be here with the soul of a burning fire
For no matter how many daggers you through or stick
You will forever and always be my only pick.